On my knees

I have always loved this song from Jaci Valasquez, honestly this morning I was struggling with having my quiet time. I can't seem to focus on anything, I'm tired and my mind  is on everything but God. This song popped in my head, and I sang it in my little corner at work (I sing everyday I'm sure my co workers get sick of it). After singing it and thinking about the words it hit me, I just need to tell God the truth. That I really don't feel like reading his word today, and what I'm struggling with in my mind. Doesn't he already know that anyway? When I stop trying to hide from him just be honest, and get on my knees is when it can change. Not when I try to hide and continue to be distracted or think about things that are not from him. If I'm honest with him just maybe my thoughts will change right? Philippians 3:16 " If any of you have something else in mind, something less than total commitment, God will clear your blurred vision- you'll see it yet!" He wants us to be honest with him when we are mad, upset, worried, distracted whatever it is we need to be truthful with our maker. He longs for us to come to him, and he wants to change us when we get on our knees.
There are days
when I feel
The best of me
is ready to begin (the end)
Then there's (the) days
when I feel
I'm letting go
and soaring on the wind
'Cause I've learned in laughter or in pain
How to survive!

I get on my knees! (x2)
There I am before the Love
That changes me
See I don't know how
But there's power
When I'm on my knees

I can be
in a crowd
Or by myself
and almost anywhere
When I feel
there's a need
To talk with God
He is Emmanuel
When I close my eyes,
no darkness there
There's only light!

I get on my knees (x2)
There I am before the Love that changes me
See I don't know how, but there's power
In the blue skies, in the midnight
When I'm on my knees
I get on my knees (x2)
There I am before the Love
That changes me
See I don't know how, but there's power
When I'm on my, oh, when I'm on my
When I'm on my knees